There are images seared into my brain that no shrink will ever be able to get rid of.
I have nightmares that I can’t hide from, that no amount of alcohol will eradicate.
The love of my life, sits by watching me self-destruct and I know it’s hurting her, hurting us because I don’t know how to help myself.
Returning from Afghanistan was supposed to be a new beginning for Kelsey and I, but I was wrong.
I’m drowning in a sea of horrors, spiraling into a hole of nothingness and as much I hate to admit it, I’m lost.
I need help, I know this but the question remains…
How can anyone help me if I can’t seem to help myself?
